|  | Posted by fifmime on 12/23/07 10:49 
MI5 Want Me. to Send You these Faxes
 
 MI5 seem to Want to Spin this Business out for as Long. as Possible
 
 The MI5 persecution has. now been going on, starting from June 1990, for
 well over nine years. If I knew how to. put an end to it then I would do
 so. Of course MI5 have. indicated how they wish to finish the matter, by
 finishing me off; they indicated this. very clearly years ago when they
 were shouting "suicide" at. me.
 
 But a deeper truth is that the MI5 agents. carrying out the persecution
 rely on. it for their income and their livelihood. They have absolutely no
 interest in anything. other than spinning out the whole business, because
 that is how they will maximise their earnings from their employer for. the
 "work". they do against me.
 
 A vital part of the fantasy structure MI5 have created. about me is that I
 am somehow a worthwhile target. If you bother. to read these faxes, if you
 browse my website, or. perhaps read my posts on the uk.misc newsgroup, you
 will have by now twigged that I am a totally insignificant person who. in a
 proper dictatorship like East Germany would. not merit five minutes of
 Stasi time. But Britain is improper in the methods of its. corruption, and
 the Security Service seeks to present me as being a an evil fascist,. an
 evil. communist, an evil something-else, and even a "national institution".
 
 It occurs to me that to some extent I am playing into. their hands, into
 their scheme of things, by. writing these articles and sending these
 faxes. By doing these things, I elevate my profile, and fuel MI5s. paranoid
 obsession with me.. But to stop sending faxes would be to give up the only
 hope I have of seeing their campaign "outed" and justice. done. Certainly
 there is no point going to the police again;. and as remarked in a previous
 article, the. Security Service Tribunal routinely whitewashes every
 complaint that is. placed before it.
 
 So although. MI5 seems to want me to continue sending these faxes, doing
 this is the. only real chance of getting this business out into the
 open. And so Ill continue trying to kick down their house of. cards. At
 least. my situation is less serious than that of some other victims of the
 secret services; unlike Shayler I am. not broke and exiled; unlike Fayed I
 have not lost a son. to the posited activities of the secret services. All
 I have lost is some of my health,. some of my life, and some of my possible
 career.
 
 MI5s Abuse of me is. without Cause or Reason
 
 It constantly puzzles me that. MI5 refuse to leave me alone, wherever I go
 and whatever I do, or rather, whatever I dont do, since Im not. a very
 socially or otherwise active. person. When I am in England, they chase me
 all over the place, and. once theyve found me, they pay people to shout
 rude words at me. When I am in Europe, they again. chase me all over the
 place, and as. usual pay people to shout obscenities at me. When I am in
 Canada or visiting. the States, they faithfully chase me all over the
 place, and when they find. me, pay people to shout obscenities at me.
 
 It is hard to. avoid the conclusion that these MI5 operatives who chase me
 are total lunatics. You will. remember from a previous articles the
 assessment "MI5 Agents are Clinical Psychopaths". They have. tried to blame
 me for what they do and what they say; yet their lies have. been
 wafer-thin, and. are clearly seen to be oiled by the money which they
 acquire from the Government, and ultimately from. the taxpayer.
 
 They have tried various lies. to put the blame on me; "we have to abuse him
 because. hes a nutter", as if there werent many tens of thousands of other
 people with schizophrenia in. the United Kingdom. Their choice of abuse
 words is telling; subconsciously perhaps. they realise that it is they who
 are the "nutters", and they try to project their own illness onto. their
 target.
 
 MI5 Operatives have. Nothing Else to Do With Their Time
 
 Ive seen the same "Alan Holdsworth". person three or four times over a
 period of several. years. I saw him at the Civic Hospital in Ottawa in the
 Emergency Ward, where he. falsely declared his name to be "Tad"; at Ottawa
 airport in summer 1998; and on board. another flight in 1995.
 
 So what we. see from the above paragraph is, the same people are delegated
 to watch me for many years.. Without me, they wouldnt have a job. They
 literally have nothing. else to do with their time, except indulge their
 voyeurism against me. With this. observation, we come to the core of MI5s
 campaign against me; these people. are not fit for any job other than the
 exercise. of voyeurism against me, and if sanity were to land on MI5 then
 they would be out of a job. If sanity were truly to. land then these people
 and their employers. would be prosecuted for offences under the Protection
 from Harassment. legislation, which they are clearly breaking.
 
 It is one of the ironies of their campaign that MI5. have been trying to
 make me an object of ridicule for completely trivial things I have. done,
 while MI5 themselves have simply not mentioned how. ridiculous is their own
 behaviour and that of broadcast media journalists,. in spying on me while
 they read the news for example. If the. whole truth of this business is
 ever exposed, and despite all my efforts it still. seems there is a block
 on its exposure in Britain, then the rights and wrongs. will be clear to
 all, and no amount of MI5. lies will be able to change that. MI5 presumably
 do. realise just how damaging such a revelation would be both to
 themselves, and to broadcast media such as the BBC and ITN, because. there
 has not been even. the slightest chink in the armour, despite four and a
 half years of my complaints. on internet newsgroups and by fax to
 politicians and. the media.
 
 MI5s Final. Kick in the Teeth to the British State
 
 For someone like myself born. in the late sixties it seems peculiar to
 think that Great Britain once used. to have a say in the destiny of foreign
 peoples in far-off sections of the globe. Modern Britons. tacitly accept
 the lowering of their. country to a third-rate power reliant on the United
 States for what little say it. has in the world. A third-rate power, now
 "reverse-colonised" by third world. peoples it once ruled and riven with
 internal. problems so severe the government hardly dares acknowledge them.
 
 To this. third-rate power the MI5 secret police are delivering the final
 kick in the teeth through. a campaign of persecution which is guaranteed to
 hold the state up to ridicule throughout the world when. it is finally
 exposed. As a "thought experiment" suppose the French or. the Spanish
 security service had. done to one of their own born citizens what MI5 has
 done in this country.. Suppose say the Spanish had planted hidden cameras
 in his home, for the perverted. pleasure of their state television
 newscasters, just as hidden cameras have been. placed in my home for the
 perverted pleasure. of Martyn Lewis, Nicholas Witchell et al. Suppose the
 Spanish service had for nine years been trying to. force suicide on their
 target; at times, so blatantly that they shouted. the word "suicide".
 
 Now suppose they. were caught.
 
 Of course, as long as MI5 arent. caught, theyre laughing. The psychopathic
 security service agents gets their. kicks from shouting abuse at me; the
 newscasters, Lewis, Witchell etc. get their jollies, "it was so funny", we
 were watching this bloke and. he couldnt do anything about it.
 
 But once theyre caught, the sky falls in. Of course,. the
 "patriotic" MI5-funded media in Britain will try to put. the best spin on
 the MI5/media activities; it was the. targets fault, of course. But most of
 the world bears. no allegiance to Britain. If this business is ever exposed
 then a weakened Britain. will become the laughing-stock of the world. And I
 promise you, the security. services persecution of me will be exposed. MI5
 has delivered a final kick in the teeth to the British state, and I. will
 do everything I can to ensure the world hears about. what they have done.
 
 Metropolitan Police Refuse to Investigate the MI5. persecution
 
 I have on a couple of occasions tried to. motivate the police to
 investigate MI5s actions against me. On each occasion. they have refused to
 do so. In 1995 I went to my local police. station and spoke to an officer
 there; he refused to accept my. complaint, and seemed interested only in
 seeing. me leave the station as quickly as possible.
 
 Earlier this year I had. some communications with Det.Sgt.Richards of
 Charing Cross police.. Again I asked him to deal with MI5s actions against
 me. Unfortunately DS Richards conformed to. the negative stereotype of the
 bigoted,. ignorant "copper"; he said, "I have read your various bits on the
 internet. I'm afraid there is no. substance or credence to it. It's an
 absolute load of rubbish. I. don't investigate rubbish. I can't be more
 blunt or to the. point than that."
 
 You have to wonder at the state of law enforcement. in Britain. If the
 victim of a murder is black, as happened in the Lawrence case, the. police
 deliberately botch the investigation. If the victim of. a crime is mentally
 ill, and the perpetrators are. the secret services, as in my case, then the
 police refuse to even begin. to investigate the crimes
 committed. Politically Britain is a third-rate country, but. from the point
 of. view of obtaining justice, Britain ranks down there with third-world
 countries. You almost feel that MI5 and their media buddies would not. even
 have any shame if their. activities against me were exposed; after all, why
 should they?. they have the money, they have the control, OK so perhaps
 theyve broken a few dozen laws, but doesnt the. fact that the police are
 too corrupt to investigate these crimes, doesnt that. prove that in fact no
 crimes. have been committed?
 
 I should say again what I have said earlier in this. article. My losses
 over the last nine years have not. been as great as those of other victims
 of British Secret Police malefaction. Fayed lost his. son to their
 murderous. activities; in my occasional communications with former MI5/MI6
 employees I have been informed that a "permanent solution" is. not uncommon
 for opponents. of the British secret police. I have lost health and
 financially, but am obviously well enough to keep. fighting my case. Others
 have. lost much more than I. If the joke which is British "law
 enforcement" refuses to enforce. laws against the security services then
 that is something that is recognised. in other countries and Britains stock
 correspondingly falls. Not that. it has very far to fall; the days when
 England had any say in the world. are long gone.
 
 MI5 Want. These Faxes to Continue
 
 Before the holiday,. I said that if MI5s harassment of me stopped, then I
 would cease my complaints. They have known very. well that if they
 continued to harass me then I would resume the. fax campaign in the
 autumn. Yet they have not stopped persecuting. me. Recently a woman outside
 my domicile screamed. her head off with abuse in the direction of my
 window; and on Saturday. 2 October, when I was shopping at a nearby
 supermarket, a. man shouted the particularly vile sexual swear word which I
 have heard many times before over the. last few years.
 
 MI5s attitude shows complete arrogance. Yet. it also shows that they want
 the faxes to continue. and deliberately try to provoke me into sending
 further. faxes. The reasons for this are given in the first paragraphs of
 this article; the MI5 operatives who persecute me have nothing. else to do
 with. their time; to make their campaign, against an apparently unreacting
 target, have some value, they have to force me to react in some. way
 against their actions; and by reacting in this way, by. bringing their
 campaign to the attention of British politicians, I. play into their hands,
 by giving their campaign the attention and importance which. they feel it
 deserves.
 
 In the short term, by sending these faxes, perhaps I am doing. something
 they. want me to do, but in the longer term it is undoubtedly more in my
 interest than theirs for. their activities to be exposed. If their
 operatives truly do. wish to see these faxes continued then they are
 committing a serious mistake, because it significantly increases. the risk
 if. M.P.s (some of whom already know about MI5s activities against me) are
 advised of my side. of the story.
 
 I will continue to monitor and record. the secret services activities
 against me over the. next few weeks. If they diminish and cease, as I hope
 they will, then I may. be able to call a halt to these faxes; but that it
 something which is entirely up to them;. recently their continued
 harassment makes clear. that they do wish the faxes to continue, and in all
 sincerity I do think they will continue. their activities and make it
 impossible. for me to cease these faxes. It may trouble you to receive
 these articles, but it troubles me much more to be on the receiving end. of
 a national persecution campaign; and. while Britain does not have free
 speech provisions. as does Canada in the Charter of Rights and Freedoms,
 and the US in the first amendment to the. constitution, in practice I do
 not think anyone is going to try to. have me locked up for speaking the
 truth. I still cherish the hope that the veracity I express will be. shown
 for what it is, and that the truth will prevail. and make me free.
 
 Removing. the Mask of Anonymity from the MI5 Operatives
 
 Undoubtedly one factor encouraging the MI5 agents actions. against me has
 been the fact that they. can shelter behind a mask of anonymity while they
 carry out their abuse. This is both a sign of. their realisation that their
 actions. are criminal; for crimes are harder to pin down and make a
 coherent complaint about when their perpetrators are unknown; and it. is a
 sign of. their cowardice, since they lack the backbone to say things to my
 face. themselves; instead they almost always rely on third parties to carry
 out the actual acts. of abuse.
 
 On a few occasions I have seen the perpetrators,. but on each occasion they
 have managed to. preserve their anonymity. They travelled on the same
 British. Airways flight as me in 1994; but BA have ever since refused to
 give up the passenger list for the flight, and the police and lawyers. have
 proved useless in obtaining their identities from the. list. Also one of
 them followed me. into A&E department of Ottawas Civic Hospital a couple of
 years ago, and gave his name as (if I heard. correctly) "Alan
 Holdsworth"; but the doctor refused. to give out his identity when I later
 tried to. speak to him.
 
 If only we. knew the identities of the individual operatives, then it would
 be possible to. find out the identity of their employing organisation. But
 I think we know the latter already,. since I have been accusing them on
 internet newsgroups. for four and a half years now, and they have never
 denied my guess.. Indeed, when I was travelling in January 1996 back to
 Ottawa, two youths on. the (British Airways again, unfortunately) flight
 made. a lot of noise at me, one of them saying to the other that I "didnt
 know who we are". That is a wafer-thin denial; I. had been saying for a
 year that they were MI5, so a stronger denial. would be necessary if my
 guess were truly mistaken. I think the lukewarm. denial was worse than no
 denial. at all, since it confirmed my guess that the employing agency was
 indeed. MI5.
 
 Conclusion
 
 It has been suggested to me that by sending. these faxes I could be making
 trouble for myself; but I dont think so. My. psychiatrist knows what I am
 doing;. indeed I have given him a couple of these articles for him to cast
 an eye. over.
 
 I dont want to have to send faxes. for the next year, or the year after
 that. But that is entirely up to MI5. If they continue to. persecute me
 then I am. forced into defending myself. The ball is in their court, and it
 is entirely up to them. what they do. If as I suspect it is their intention
 that. these faxes continue, if that is what they insist will happen then so
 be. it.
 
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