Posted by Onideus Mad Hatter on 08/24/05 14:05

Onideus Mad Hatter, <usenet@backwater-productions.net>, whose name means
"all mouth and flirting, no action in the bedroom; fat loser; big boobed
shemale; likes to call his penis his 'one-eyed zipper snake'", jargoned:


> im really confused about my sexuality. I a lovely girlfreind who i love
> to bits, but i think about guys in the 'wrong* way....if i look at a
> picture of a naked guy i get really turned on, but i dont take the
> blindest bit of notice of naked girls. sorry about going into details
> here ( lol ) but its just stuff like, if we are having sex, i close my
> eyes and think about naked guys to get me going and help me orgasm. my
> god that sounds so bad when i write it down and read it back to
> myself...shouldnt i be concentrating on my girlfriend?? but i do really
> really love her!! is this a normal thing?? The thing is i long for a
> sexual experience with a guy and if i am having sex or masturbating,
> they are all i think about. but i cant ever imagine myself being
> emotionally involved with another man. so what does this make me?? i
> cant be bi because as i say i dont feel emotional feelings for them.
> just dirty....im confused.

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